1st stage COMPLETED!

My nerves had diminished today. A little at least. My nerves will grow even more when Friday gets nearer. Will update you of what I am waffling about.
At the mo, I need to focus.

TTFN
("tata for now" - Tigger)

Nervous Breakdown

My heart is officially thumping like there is no tomorrow.
I have something big i have to prepare for & that day is getting closer! ... each time I pray, I ask God for His blessings ... I need IT!

Boredom Sábado

Hello, it has been a very long time hasn't it? Perdon, but i just haven't had time to update anything! First of all, as to the title of this post, just for everyones info., Sábado is Saturday in español.

Believe it or not, i have been getting days off on the weekend for quite a number of weeks now, which i rarely get. Obviously, when you work in retail you don't the weekend off, and you constantly have to go to work as you are paid by hours and not salary. What a bummer! Cos if you're sick, then you're sick, you don't get paid for those sick days. A wee bit unfair isn't it? But that is just life, one needs to strive for survival; the fortunates don't have to strive that far, but the unfortunates, unfortunately have to go further for money.

Today, Saturday, has been wasted. Dublin is so tiny that you kinda run out of idea of places to go! You can't shop all the time (well, you could of course), but is that all that can be done here? shop shp shop?! WOW! i'm loving it ... NOT! well, of course i love to shop, but not when i don't have a stable job that i could actually open up a saving account!

I've been so depressed today, the weather, the atmosphere, the people i missssss ... i'm missing even more ... i have no mood to actually go out and enjoy, even to the movies! what is wrong with me?! Probably just one of THOSE days that you get once in a blue moon. Hopefully tomorrow will be a brighter and cheerful day ...

tata everyone! catch soon!